Brabble

Your life must be sad
to hold these things under such
priority, yeah?


Brabble - to argue stubbornly about trifles; wrangle 

How’s Life Treating You? (Or a Short Poem I Wrote Yesterday on the Back of my College Schedule While I Was Drunk and Depressed)

I confronted life the other day
and he said something along the lines of
along the lines of
Nobody said it would be easy

and I said why not?
I don’t take everything at its
front barrier
I cut the sandbags open and look inside
whereas others graze up against it hoping not to get flooded

Does drinking and smoking count as suicidal?
I mean, you made it readily available
Where’s my prize?
Where’s my keepsake?
How’s life treating you?
Would you show me how if I showed you mine? 

Kibitzer

And then you gave me
some fortune cookie bullshit
so I walked away.


Kibitzer - a giver of uninvited or unwanted advice 

En règle

Everything is not
in tip-top shape. Whatever,
I like it that way.


En règle - in order; according to the rules; correct

Gorgonize

I want to put you
under my spell, where you will
only be with me.


Gorgonize - hypnotize; petrify 

Allocution

You cannot deny
it, I am right and there is
nothing you can do.


Allocution - a formal speech, esp. one of an incontrovertible or hortatory nature 

Jubilarian

I’ve gotten this far.
Where does it end, if at all?
When does this pain stop?


Jubilarian - a person who celebrates or has celebrated a jubilee 

Shindy

Why don’t we give it
another go? The first time
it was a mistake.


Shindy - a row; rumpus; shindig 

The Bags Under My Eyes

I don’t think I’m alive anymore,
my mind breathes from a scalped head.
You tend to think what it’s all for
and the thoughts make you wish you were dead.

No.

I’m sick of being a part of the important ones.

GO.

Camelot

“I know a place where
we can go to be alone.”
We will miss you Jay.


Camelot - any idyllic place or period, especially one of great happiness

I Wish I Was a Customer

withknowledgeofthesituation:

I wish I was a
customer of
this world, I
could come and
go as I please,
take my items and
leave.

But, instead, I
am an employee,
throughout all
the painful animosity,
I clock in and
clock out,
never to understand
what this world
is all about.

Hypnopompic

As if we’re ever
fully awake; life does not
discern otherwise.


Hypnopompic - of or pertaining to the semiconscious state prior to complete wakefulness 

Preconcert

So I guess we can’t
hang out, now you’ll never get
to see me again.


Preconcert - to arrange in advance or beforehand, as by a previous agreement 

Vertex

I’ve finally made
it, and it wasn’t even
that hard of a try.


Vertex - the highest point of something; apex; summit; top 

Also-ran

I feel like I was
never a part of you, I
apparently lost.


Also-ran - a person who loses a contest, election, or other competition (informal)